Grownups

What do you want to be when you grow up? 

Are you even sure of being a grandpa or a grandma

Or actually you really don't want to grow up. 

When i  was little young I was eager to be a teen

But when i reached ten

I was even more curious to be eighteen

I wanted to Get an id

Go to clubs and parties and get wild

The dreams and desires I saw when i was a child

Kulamba sukari

Kutumia wire kuunda gari

Kuchezaa ma matope but with all this ungeniita mtoto

 I could run mad

Vyakoko I always acted like a grown up guess that's why i was always a dad.. 

Nani hakutakaa Kuwa baba?   Au uncle 

Any character associated with a kid

Made me sad.. 

As a teenager 

I felt the need of securing my private parts cause i could see them in danger

Things we're more confuse

I didn't know the facts to agree with and what to refuse

In this stage a lot of things really didn't make sense

Let's start with the pubic hair which i didn't know whether to have them or shave

Got irritated and aggressive 

Parents telling me to behave

The mixed emotions not knowing who hate and who to love. 

On that note I remember telling a lot of girls I love them and things changing when you meet someone more beautiful 

The relationship really didn't last

Cause at last i realized it was only lust

At eighteen i taught i was free

Believe i could do everything my hobbies and still earn a degree

But when you are free drinks aren't only tea and coffee

Preference change 

Like in campus they will ask do you take wine, vodka or whisky?. 

More Bash

More crash

Spend a lot of cash

Twenty five 

Am still Alive

But am not living better say na Survive

With couples goals kidogo kidogo nilishafunga Bao

Responsibilities ni kibao

Si mtoi anataka pampers mrembo anadai kupeleka out school fees na rent ya hao. 

Mtaaani mabeste wananiuliza

Kejani wife anadai nifike kabla ya Giza

Na loans si tala tu na fuliza

Kuna this other Branch ilinipea loan

Wakati bebs alitaka kuenda salon 

And now niko na wife but this loans can't live me alone

Na energy ya kuwork also feels gone. 

Life starts at forty 

Nishajenga kaploti

My brains do a lot of work while my mind puts more effort

Sikuizi Mimi si mnaughty

And I think am old enough

My skin is a little bit rough 

So apart from the money I save

I also realize pia Jesus save

Na niko na hopes ya kuenda heaven when iam laid in my grave. 

@ *Squishypoet*