Illigitimate

am twenty one,

 an orphan

i mean am no ones son

no ones concern

am illigitimate

my outcome wasn't a result of love

my result brought up hate

so its hard for me to relate

family is a vocubulary

only found in the dictionary

i guess everyone else is familiar to it 

but not all understand what it mean

am a brother to none

when 

when i was eighteen

the contact of parenthood with father was done

and now twenty one

my mu said am old enough to be be a man 

so i should get over the issue of parenthood and try being a parent myself

her advice was i should find myself a wife

and stop bothering her in this life

dear world

lets have a word

am not good neither am i bad

but it was my intention to meet with you

i just found my existence here without a clue

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hello there, if i wronged you, forgive me please

but am not resting until my time is up

until i drink all the portion in my cup

sorry to those who prophesised my death

it seem it is not just my fate

so to hell with rest in peace

am not leaving this word yet

but living in peace

@squishyPOET