I wish this was a nightmare

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I wish this was a nightmare
Am in this state of disorder with my body systems
Am in my own world full of sorrow and pain
I feel lost with this loneliness becoming my close friend
A part of me is missing
This love is fading as i watch it
Am a victim of this unfair love
My heart is in a state of a broken mirror with broken pieces everywhere
In silence demons of deep thoughts over my head
Day and night my eyes becoming bloodshot with tears dropping
There is this drift between us
Less time spent few talks leaving some questions in my head if am the right choice
Overthinking is killing my happiness
It's hurting been a loner feeling been pushed away
But am facing the reality of sorrow of love in my heart
It hurts so much when the person made me feel special yesterday makes me feel unwanted today
I wonder if things will be normal soon
Cause my heart is longing for the past love
*Poet Lisah

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